A shout out & a come-back!

i was about to write down something about my boss so that i could throw ALL my anger at him in one shot, but i've decided not to. Why put up unhappy stuffs in my jolly good happy blog isn't it? *wink (damn gay... i know...)

but still, i feel the urge to shout out just once:

MY BOSS DON'T HAVE BRAIN!

(now that feels good!)

Okay, done with my shouting, let's see what i want to report this time. It's been one whole month i haven't update anything though, aha!

My Comic Is Completed! It was completed one week ago, and today i got it all printed out! (not published yet lah, just printed out for my own fun's sake) 21 pages of actions without story line! =D

well there is a story but the focus weren't on that, i planned this out to test my drawing ability and seek for more room to expand, and apparently i found A LOT of rooms for me to expand (which is very good)! Want to make this my debut as well, or at least a portfolio that allows me to work full-time as comic artist! It's one of the many stepping stones that push me up a level higher in my journey, and to build up my morale as well... working in this company had made me slacking off and i've reached to a point where i say, "i just don't give a fuck about anything anymore!" There are many reasons that causes it, but let's not talk about the details shall we?

So it's like this, when you reached to a point in your life where you say, "i just don't give a fuck anymore", it's a bad sign, it always is, it immediately pulls down your working ability, it pulls down your morale, and though it might not be related, but in many cases it pulls down your morale in other expect of your life as well! So when you said this sentence, you'd better start doing something to save yourself or you'll be wasting your own life for nothing! So this is my method - i set a deadline for my comic and work myself like dog, day and night, bring it to office but of course i didn't do it during working hour, i do it during lunch time and off-office hour. Stopped hanging out with friends and collegues, stopped yum cha, skipped sleeping, everyday just draw draw and draw! and i think my sacrifice worthy! I look damn terrible right now with serious dark circle around my eyes, but i felt more in control right now, and able to achieve things that i want to achieve! And really, i kinda like deadlines nowadays, especially the whooshing sound they make as they fly by!

Give Your Best Shot!

Give Your Best Shot by ~wilstheone on deviantART

Updated new artwork, featuring Sakura from Street Fighter series.
Did this one as a practice, and i found that the line art is too thick, if i could draw it thinner the artwork could present a better impression! The colour matching is not very ideal as well, the skin tone is... i don't know why... i can get it right with hand-drawing, but everytime i put it into my com... it just ran out of place... =_=
should do some detailed skin study!
So here's what i should improve on:
- skin study
- line art
- colour matching
... which is basically... everything....

damn...
~meh ~_~

A question that leads to conflict...

This is what i read about in the news this morning:

Survey: Majority of Men say no to condom
China Press reported that the majority of men do not like to wear condoms while having sex.
In a survey statistics provided by Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM) in 2005, only four out of 10 interviewed used condoms.

Now here's the question, to the girls:
Would you like to loose your virginity to a real thing or a rubber bag? (other things are not an option)

Now here's the question, to the guys:
Would you rather seeing your girl loose her virginity and stumble into ecstasy (or whatever... -_-) to you, or to a rubber bag?

My answer:
I want to give her the real thing, but safety precaution says "ALWAYS USE A CONDOM!"
So what shoud i do?
T_T

.... conflict

oh crap... =_=

damn it! i couldn't finish my comic in time! AAAArrgh! Geram!

well... not that there's an official deadline or wat... it's just my habit to set deadlines for my own projects... and i'd planned to finish off my first comic by the end of last month at the beginning... BUT DAMNED I COULDN'T MAKE IT! SOMEBODY SHOOT ME PLEASE!

i want to give myself excuses... infact i have one... but nah!
X(

it's not a good habit to give excuses to yourself when you fail to do something! IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF ME, MUA, BOKU THAT THE COMIC IS NOT FINISHED! GOD DAMN IT THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF! THIS WEEK WIL'S GONNA GO ALL OUT AND FINISH MY COMIC FOR F*CK'S SAKE!
SKIP SLEEPING!!! ~nah... ~_~
















anyway... added new artwork in deviantart... come view ya!
http://wilstheone.deviantart.com/art/WBM-Artwork-81594105

Filthy Rich? or Dirt Poor??

Here's a quick shot:
Do you want to be a rich fella? or a poor guy?
Well i believe that no one really wants to be a poor people, most of them are forced to, due to their lack of luck, slip of opportunity, uncompatible skills and capability, short of initial capital, betrayed by fellow friends and all sort of shitty hardships. But all to all, no one wants to be poor. And the question above is basically a stupid question with only one short answer most of the time, a big "i want to be a filthy rich man!"
It's only normal, i would've answered the same as well! Being poor is... difficult... people look down on you, no one gives a damn about you... your existance - is insignificant, whether you're dead or alive, it doesn't matter (at all!). So everyone wants to be rich, to put it simple - money moves people. Money drives a person to move forward, to build up a better future (whether it's for themselves or for their kids, it doesn't matter!). You may put up all sort of excuses saying that i'm working hard right now for my family blah blah blah, but the core of this conversation remains unchanged -- you're driven by money! So let's face this fact, yea, there's nothing wrong with it, and actually, many successful people are being driven by this factor: take Donald Trump for example, take Genting's owner (or more like former owner, i called him Uncle Lim ;p) for instance, they dreamt big, their goal is to be one of the richest people on the planet (well, uncle Lim is in Malaysia alright ~_~), and they dedicated their time, their energy, their life, for their goal. And they made it in the end, that's very good!
So everything is good, let's make money as our ultimate goal, and our jolly good time in the end! So what's the issue here? Well, the problem is, human is not just motivated or driven by money, they're "driven" by money! People... changed, because of money... the same guy that you used to hang around with 10 years ago, might be a totally different person right now, who looks down on you just because he's a penny richer than you! The friend that you used to share all your secrets, your goodies when you're in school time may be the person that you have to watch out because he might backstab you in any moment! These are just some dramatic examples of course, but it's very true, people changed because of money.
I've seen quite a lot of real life examples of how money could change a person. A friend that i used to laugh around with, respect, had now turned into a proud, loud noise idiot who never keep their words; and a once humble, lovable old aunt of mine had been avoiding to see the bunch of us... maybe there're other reasons to it, but money's definitely one of them... can you blame them for the change? Not really... they've worked hard, and now they're harvesting their fruit, they earned their status in the society, so what's wrong with talking a lil' louder? They got more money in their hands now, they need to manage it, they got more things to do, so what's wrong with forgetting about the promises they've made? People around them get easily jealous and some may have said things to offend them, so what's wrong with separating themselve from us?
So who's right? who's wrong? what's right? and what's wrong? Being a rich person, you got the money (definitely), you got the social status, you got big house, big car and a big mouth, but you might loose your friendships... faithful people, honesty... life is probably just a big scam for you... Being a poor person, you got true friends, you're able to find happiness even during the hard time, but you probably got no stand in the society...
So the best solution would probably be that we become a rich person while still remain unchanged! But is that possible? i guess not... Nothing remains unchanged forever, as time goes, things change, people change... and after considering the possible changes, try ask yourself back the same question,
"Do you want to be rich, or poor?" which path will you choose?
take a pick...

=)

Dude! Check this out man! XD

Not that i'm proud and want to brag or what but... THIS IS REALLY SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO SHOW YOU GUYS!

see the picture? Not too bad leh? How i draw it? oh i just sketch with pencil then scanned into computer... NOT! This thing is produced 100% digital! Meaning i just drew it into the computer without first sketching it in a piece of paper then scan, NO! IT'S ALL DONE USING COMPUTER ONLY MAN!

ok... then once again it's not something reeeeally special... just that this is the first time i sketch and draw in digital media, so kinda got excited and wanted to share it with you guys!

<3

come view the original size of the image in my deviantart page! =D

http://wilstheone.deviantart.com/art/Digital-Sketching-80862596

introducin' ma' n'u digital art!

yay yay! Now i really can paint in digital media ady! And these are my latest update in deviantart oh! Chun Li vs Cammy

to view full size image please view my deviantart page ya!

http://wilstheone.deviantart.com/art/Chun-Li-vs-Cammy-78078923

I call this one - The Encounter
for full size view, please visit my deviantart page:

http://wilstheone.deviantart.com/art/The-Encounter-79325614

so what do you think? good? or was it bad?

No worries man, just critique all you wan, me can take it!

>=D

Just in case you're wondering, "where the hell is Wilson right now?"

Yallo ma' fwen! It's been awhile ya! Have been very busy lately, "busy with what?" you asked? hohohoho! No worries no worries, let mua show ja!
^^

First 2 weeks of Febuary:
Chinese New Year loh... duh... need me to tell you why i'm busy ka? It's chinese new year, and genius like me don't clean his room till the day before new year wan! So busy loh!
XD
CNY is like... normal loh... go back JB... all the cousins jam up in a small appartment where i lived... noisy... as ever... kepoh... as ever... kacau... as ever... so can't do anything there, basically just slept the whole day then got bully by my cousins (they're all much younger than me, in case you didn't realize)... and visit other relatives... but this year seems to have collected a lot of ang pow y'know! Went visit relatives in Singapore also! First time in my life ~ collected Singapore duit leh! 10bucks become 20bucks, 20bucks become 40bucks! wahahaha! i love the exchange rate man! And this is the first time i step foot into Singapore territory after 18 years, yea, that feels good! Like i've concured the island itself!
~idiot >_>

3rd week of Febuary:
A new member joined my family! No i'm still single and i haven't married AND VERY MUCH AVAILABLE! (~meh ~_~)
I mean a pet dog! :D
A Shih Tzu, the name is Terry, he's ma' new bro 'mon! Only 4 months old ^^, very cute, very naughty, very good boy (yea, i know...what am i talking about?), love following people around... and lie on the floor right behind you... so almost step on him a couple of times already =_=
Very hairy, looks like a carpet on the floor, feels like roll it up like a bolster and use it as my pillow...
=D
too bad... i don't have a girlfriend to show off to... Sad wei~
Taking care of a pet dog is no easy job i must say, have to teach him where to shit... where to eat... and since this is still a puppy... he basically bites everything that he can reach... so have to teach him what he can bites, and what he can't... but overall he's quite obedient! And very lovable little puppy! ^^
And why i suddenly get a pet dog? Don't ask me man, ask my brother and my mom... they suddenly got a dog fever and wanted a dog... so we have Terry right now...
>_>

The rest of the days until now:
Busy... very busy... busy playing with Terry (^.^")... and busy drawing man! Have been drawing none stop since coming back from JB! Almost finish my first comic! Planned to use this comic as my debut! My journey as a manga artist will start with this! Yeah!
But the sad things is... my current job... bos is going to be a blocking wall in my journey soon... they're gonna ask me to work extra... over time... take out of my precious time for drawing...
>.<>
MUST CHANGE JOB! *BUT*
i haven't been touching engineering stuffs for 8 months now... what i've learnt? long gone with the wind... switch to another engineering job? bad... you have no idea how bad it is... it's a bad... bad... bad... BAD idea! Switch to art and design job? bad as well... went through some interviews already... pay too low... NOT only that... working hour... MUCH longer than what i'm doing now!!!
The solution:
none yet... but there's a thought... to give tuition! That should be able to sustain myself if i give enough tuition! Plus my first comic is going to complete soon, and i planned to go full time as a manga artist from now onwards! So there should have some income as well!
So yea, i'm gonna make a leap in my career this time, i'd never expect it to be easy, but i'm gonna move on with this!
Now please allow me to re-introduce myself ~
Wilson, the mangaka (漫画家), at your service!

元日 ( - がんにち - )

It's 2008 already, yet another new beginning, another new adventure... the story of a man fighting for his dream continues...

2007 ended with a peaceful night, thanks to God, thanks to everyone, i'm still alive and in one piece. Many things had happened, happy moments, sad moments, frustrating moments, exciting moments... there are times when i lost track of my goal and whinded up in different paths, forgotten what i'm suppose to do, forgotten who i want to be... lost... but it appears that these misleading paths weren't so misleading after all, i was able to get myself back on track, learning new things in the process, adding spices and colours to my life, meeting new friends and all... and like what i've always said, "life, is good!"

The happiest event occurs in 2007 -- I GRADUATED! All these years of patience and endures had finally come to an end, and i found myself a job as a System Engineer, but what i'm doing is actually designing and coordinating advertisements for our company... so yeah, good for me! ^^
I've heard a lot of comments saying working life is bad, and that you'll be missing your college time and blah blah blah... The moment i miss the most is my secondary school time, college is hell to me! Working life is actually very good y'know, i finally get to do what i want to do, no restrictions, no one there to stop me, though the salary is kinda low, but i'm doing something that i really enjoyed doing, and i'm doing something that'll make me stronger in my pursue of my goal, and most of all, i'm making progression in my journey now! It's hectic, but seeing the progression makes me stronger; it's tiring, but to me, everything is worthy! And with all my friends' supports - i can make it!

Though the saddest thing is that our BU gang is getting smaller nowadays, everyone walks their own different paths now, and it's only occasionally that we get the chance to gather up, to cheer with each other. But like what i've said before, this is only part of life, people come and gather, and when the time's up, each will be going in different directions... we gather occasionally, but it's never the same as before... What i can do right now, is cherish the moment when we're together, appreciate that these people had once stepped into my life, and treasure the friendships that meant so much to me...

WELL, those are the bittersweet part, now is 元日 (gannichi in Japanese), or New Year in English, so let us all start up our engine, and march towards the unknown future! Don't look down, don't look back, just stand straight, stand tall, and march forward!

Happy 2008 my friend, cheer on!

it's Christmas!

Merry Christmas to all! and Happy New Year! ^^

also available on Wilson's deviantart page, http://wilstheone.deviantart.com/art/X-mas-2007-72976814

.... well... it's the same thing lah ~_~

Announcement

Alright alright, here goes the announcement:

I, Wilson Lew Sern Yong, hereby officially announce that I'd become a 22 year old old-fart!

=_=

time is like... flying... and i'm already this old... the celebration, well, small scale wan of course, and i'd received a lot of birthday wishes from my friends, thanks to y'all ya, thank you so much! i really really appreciate it! ^^

so, i'd like to wish all my friends, those who're still here in Malaysia, those who went U.K, U.S, Singapore, Australia, or where ever you are, my Secondary school buddies, my college buddies, my primary school friends, my temple pals, my old friends, my new friends, my friendster friends, whom some i've never met them before or even know how they actually look like (but it doesn't matter), and to anyone who stumbled to this page and is reading this (i doubt anyone), WISH YOU ALL HAPPY ALWAYS, A GOOD DAY EVERYDAY, AND MAY YOUR DREAM COME TRUE! (good dream of course ~_^)

but yet again... i doubt anyone's gonna read this ~_~

a stupid joke...

i came across this sentence in a forum one day, it goes like this:

"Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard......"

my expression after reading: "what the... hahaha!"

XD

oh, and just so you know, it's not a porn site or porn forum... it's from a game forum actually ~_~

Work Life...

yeah, i'm working already, two months ady loh! Life is good, everything is boring, but hey, i'm doing something i like to do ~~ Drawing and Design! Man i've longed for this! And i'm lucky enough to get this!

So, today's topic is on: Wilson's Working Life Report! ~_~

The company's just a small company, located in Puchong, specifies in security system designs and sales. We don't do much of designs though, more like testing than design! But for myself, i'm a system engineer, but i'm doing art and design stuffs like advertisement space design, exhibition banner design and stuffs like that. The only thing related to what i'd learnt before is technical writing, i.e. writing manuals for our new products and so on...

The life... quite hectic, the works seemed to piled up since day one, which is bad, and also good!
Bad: i'm busy... really... really busy! Though you may see me online everyday but my work table is piled up with loads of work materials man! And i'm having the biggest table in the company somemore!
Good: the bosses seemed to look up on me! He actually asked for my advise on the advertisement and technical writing idea, pretty cool huh? ;)

and the worst: the Wilson-is-gay taboo doesn't seem to leave me =_=
i'm now known as Angelina Willy amongst the female collegues... i'm the bad guy, i'm the gay, and i'm the naughty boy who makes people crazy by playing all sort of musics and songs ranged from normal chinese and english songs to hard metal Ramstein style to sooth and relaxing piano music play to wacko punjabi musics! So yeah, i pretty much drive everyone crazy over here! Life is good! And i'm really enjoying my work life!

ngahahahaha~!
XD

ATTENTION TO ALL BACHELORS/BACHELORETTES OUT THERE!!!

FEELING DOWN? FEELING LONELY?

FEELING SAD FOR SPENDING VALENTINE ALONE?

FEELING FEAR THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY IN SUCH WAY?

FEAR NOT! MY FELLOW BECHELORS/BECHELORETTES, FOR NOW I BRRRING YOU -

~THE BLOODY SINGLE CLUB~

(a.k.a. BSC)

The BSC is a Malaysian oriented community dedicated for the bachelors and bachelorettes across the country. It is a friendly, interactive, yet informative club aimed to gather and aid the singles in their relationship hardtime, or to provide the members with updated relationship-wise knowledge.

OUR VISION:
- to reduce the amount of bachelors and bachelorettes on the street
- to create a united society with good relationship-wise knowledge
- to promote unity and better understanding of the people in Malaysia

OUR MISSION:
- to gather and help out all the bachelors and bachelorettes in Malaysia

WHAT WE DO?
As being mentioned earlier, the BSC aimed at helping out the singles in this country and to promote the unity spirit in the society. Hence, we'd prepared a wide variety range of activities in order to realize these vissions and the activities included:

• Education classes on tactics and tricks to tackle girls/boys, how should one handle the situation, how to take hint, etc.
• Talks/ Discussion/ Research on relationship issues
• International etiquette studies
• Out door research/ body language study (picnic)
• Bodybuilding/ Yoga/ Fitness classes and talks
• Group out door girl/boy hunt activities
• Member mutual encouragement sessions
• Sex education classes for members who're ready for more intimate relationships, and many more!

All the talks and classes will be provided by, of course, the experienced personale/ professionals.

Members who'd obtained a long term relationship (i.e. found their life partner) will be given a certificate as a remembrance for their participation in the club, a farewell party will be held and their name and photo including some none-private data shall be published in the house of honor section of our BSC Magazine that is published every half a year. These former members are encouraged to come back to our club as honored guests to provide talks and encouragements to our members.

"Luck doesn't comes to those who sit and wait, it only comes to those who seek for them!"

So what are you waiting for? Get your application form and sign up to our comittee and make a change in your life now!

The application form can be downloaded and print out from the link below:

http://s171.photobucket.com/albums/u319/wilstheone/?action=view&current=application_form.jpg

After filling the application, please send it to the following address:

No. 3, Persiaran Bandar Utama,

Bandar Utama,

47800 Petaling Jaya,

Selangor Darul Ehsan, Malaysia

This msg is brought to you by your friendly neighbourhood: Wilson ;)

What I've Done

(click on the pic to view full size image)

aye aye, i dunno whaaat i've done lately... met back with a whole bunch of my primary school friends a couple of weeks ago, most of them are girls (yay)... but somehow... i just keep getting on their nerves... hehehe ^^"

And this is where the idea comes from, i don't think i need to introduce the characters right? from the first sight you already know the leng chai is me lah! (wohahaha~!) Then the rest i think those of y'all from TN wan should know kua? (hohoho~)

MSC Digital Drawing Competition 2007

Kaput ady looh! lost ady loooh! i joined this competition, organized by MSC wan, it's a digital comic IP design competition. Don't ask me what's IP, cuz until now i'm still having no idea at all! ~_~ but basically they don't require you to draw a comic lah, just presenting the ideas with some samples in a proposal will do. Then if your idea is good enough they'll short list the contestants into the final round. This is where the contestants are required to talk about their ideas and trying to convince the judges with their presentation.

The competition started early in the beginning of the year on April 2007. But me, you know lah, smart fella, never heard of the news until Eugene informed me... and the saddest thing is... i read his email just 3 days before the submission date! i rushed like hell man! Thinking of the story, design the characters, draw three pages of samples and preparing the proposal, all done in three days! But i made it, during the submission day itself me and my pa drove all the way to Cyberjaya to submit this thing. But i didn't put much hope in it y'know, since it is a last minute job. And i waited, one week, two weeks... no replies... then by the third week, 1st August 2007, i opened my mailbox and it says, "Dear Wilson Lew Sern Yong, Thank you for your submission of the proposal for the MSC Malaysia Digital Comic Competition 2007. The Evaluation Committee, after much consideration and deliberation is glad to inform you that your proposal has been shortlisted to pitch on the Pitching Day."

......... i jumped man! "YIPPEE! I GOT INTO THE FINAL" it was a supprise of a life time! And i anxiously waited till the pitching day, which is yesterday. i woke up very early in the morning, ran through a couple of practices, dressed to impressed, and start off my journey to the competition spot by 10am... reached there about 10.30... and the competition starts at 1.... i wasn't really nervous, but since i was there already i took a tour around the resort. It was a very nice place, quiet and peaceful. And without realizing the time, it's already noon. I don't feel like being late to the competition, so i didn't eat anything and went into the ballroom where my competition is being held. The contestants are very strong! Some are really good in drawing, while some can't draw anything at all, but they have an incredible concept! So i anxiously waited for my turn... in hunger.... and finally around 3.30pm, "Finally!" I presented, no flaws, everything goes just as plan, no nervous, but erm.... it appears that i prepared the wrong thing for them.... cuz in the invitation letter, they asked for presentation about your comic idea, concept, character designs, and then they also asked for business plan, schedule and budgets... and time to talk about all this -- 5 minutes sharp! i don't know what to present so i just summarize everything, just go through, go through, go through.... didn't put much samples and all... oh well! i finish summarizing everything in 5 minutes, but it appears that the judges are more anxious about the samples and the idea of the comic... soooo i got some negative feedbacks from the judges, aaand yeah.... i didn't win in the end.

But it was an interesting experience to be there, to look at other's idea, how they presents, and to re-evaluate myself! There are much more i need to improve in order to move closer towards my dream, this is not the last everyone's gonna see of me man! Winning this competition will be a big leap for me in my career, but losing it just means i'll have to stick back to my old plan. But I will return next year, and I WILL stun everyone with my work in the future! And ONE DAY, I WILL become one of the top class professional comic artist in the WORLD! That's a promise!

HA~! This is where our former prime minister Tun Sri Dr Mahithir Muhammad stood before during the opening ceremony of this resort! he gave his speech here along with several other countries' Prime Ministers and Presidens! ta-da! ^^

this is where the Vice Presiden of the United States '98, Al Gore stood during the speech! fufufu!

This is the view of the entire resort and also the plates and memorial of the opening ceremony ground.

well, the least i can do is take some stupid pictures before i leave this place! and apparently i took quite a lot! :D

Karaoke Addiction!

Waaah! Jia Qi ~ Jia Qi, you are sooooo nice, you really uploaded it on youtube.... -_-
and you put my name there somemore! Now everyone knows there's an idiot in PJ name Wilson ady!
kena bom kau kau loh this time! yam-gong!

but it was fun! and i'm really having a great time there! Just don't give a damn about anything and everything! just sing out my heart content! usually i'd sing alone in my house. My father use to buy these karaoke CDs, we even have the karaoke set, but i didn't use it lah -- too noisy ady! But my parents never use them y'know, no one sings, so me and my brother happily go and play the CDs, and sing! Our favourites songs -- 伍佰的歌 (Wu Bai's songs)! yeah!

Then the first time i went karaoke, invited by Edvin they all (my college friends: A-Ken, Anzai, Kok Hoe, Jian, and who else? can't recall). And i find it really fun! loads of people there! no one cares whether you're good singer or not -- just sing! And those songs everyone knows wan, all sing together! it was really enjoyable!

Second time was few weeks ago, go with Eek Ping, Jia Qi, Lai Chin, Clare, and Clare's boyfriend, Ong Kiat. Same as my first experience, it was really fun! just sing! The sad thing is, all the others have to endure me singing sad songs, and 伍佰's song! woahahaha! BUT I DON'T CARE MAN! THE ONLY WAY TO STOP ME IS DON'T GIVE ME THE MIC! And just when i happily singing out my heart content, this smart Eek Ping go and choose the song i have most trouble in singing... You Raise Me Up by Josh Gorban, and force me to sing... smart fella smart! and the smartest wan is Jia Qi, she pandai pandai go and record, and PANDAI PANDAI PUT IT UP ON YOUTUBE!
oh well, like this only got fun mah! As long as everyone's happy then it's good enough lah! i had a really good time that day either! But the time limit seems a little bit short! 2 or 3 hours only, for 6 people, MANA ADA CUKUP??!!! Must sing MORE! and probably because of that i'm getting some sort of addiction ady... mmfufufu!


the song chosen by smart Eek Ping, but luckily didn't see the face... muahahaha!


"It's My Life~!"


Jackie Cheung's 吻别 (kiss goodbye). i know there's an english version wan but this, is the original! i listen to this song when i was........ oiyo.... that was looooooong time ago loh!

so bila mau pigi karaoke again ah? ^^ me got collections of lyrics of all the oldies chinese songs y'know! english songs also got, Bee Gees lah, Micheal Jackson lah, Bon Jovi lah! ~hohohoho!

My Nightmare = toilet...

The Brain is a very complex and unique organ in our body, it is the main component that controls our entire body whether contiously (hand movements) or subcontionsly (heart beat), that gives us thoughts, that gives us feelings, that makes us who we are, depends on the influence of the education and environment. There are also people who believes that our soul lives in this place as the main control medium of our body. It is special, and it provides many unresolved questions to the scientists, to us human race. And one of the unexplainable mistery would be ~ dream.

It is random, it has no specific theme or reasons that a dream occurs, though some claimed that it might have some relation to our life -- could be a vision of the future, or the past, or a vision of a person's previous life (for those who believes in Karma), or even a vision of the dead. But most of the time, it is random and uncertain. Things that you'd never seen before appear in your dream, people whom you'd never met before talk to you in your dream, hence giving us the feeling of deijavu sometimes. and there are three main types of dream: a sweet dream, stupid dream, and nightmares.

When you talk about nightmares, it is always something scary, that you'd never wish to dream of. Some people dreamed of being killed by people, some people dreamed of falling off a building, some dreamed of ghost (watching too much horror movies). But some claimed that the ghost is real and is someone related to them... spooky huh? And some even say that same, repeated nightmare might means something -- your death, your omen, or your past life's death. So if what they said is true... then my past life... must be dead in the toilet.... cuz... my nightmare is always about..... toilet....

I seldome dream, when i sleep, i'm as good as dead, nothing but my ringing clock could wake me up. And when i have a dream, it is always about something nice... or stupid... like running around in the shopping complex with my bolster, seeing teachers in my old school which doesn't seem like my old school but i claimed it to be my old school, or (this is a crazy one) f***ing a seductive succubus while being chased by a Balrog... ~_~ yeah... it's stupid alright. But none of this ever repeated in my dream, yet there's one, a nightmare, always repeated, though sometimes it is different a little bit, but it is always in the same place -- toilet...

it was looong time ago when i first had my nightmare, i was in a toilet.... well... i don't think i should describe the dream cuz... it's scary.... scary in the sense of.... disgusting.... REALLY disgusting... not those bloody type of disgusting but it's disgusting... and erm.... i think i should leave the details... cuz after i had the dream i jumped off from my bed and skipped my breakfirst cuz.... it's too disgusting -- i lost my appetite after the dream so you should know how disgusting it is.... and i had this nightmare when i was in... form 2.... or around there. But fortunately i don't have it contineuously though. The dream stops appearing the next day. Then after a long time, it happens again! Same dream, same place, same nightmare... a little bit different though. And it starts appearing every once in a while, it's not really the exact same dream, it differs a little bit, but i'm always in the toilet. Hence i developed an ability to listen or see gross things and still able to eat... unless what i eat looks too similar to the "thing" lah...

So i have this nightmare again, last night. This time it's a different toilet. It's a special one! i was in a shop, asking if i could use the shop's toilet, the shopkeeper pointed me to the back and so i went. But the moment i open the door it is quite... supprising. There was a stair, a supprisingly long stairs like the one in Batu Caves, except, this one is made of simen without painting, and it is watery. If you'd been to a low cost house and enter their toilet then you'd probably know what i'm talking about. So the bowl is high up at the end of the stairs and after i got up there, there're two dirty bowls... and THERE'S NO FEAKING DOOR! only a curtain that covered half of the place... but it was an imergency that time, so "fark it lah" i said, just use... and it's gross... really... ok... leave the details... don't blame me if you want to imagined the situation! You can always choose not to think you know! XD

So i woke up... and i began to think, why is it the same disgusting thing always appeared? and i begin to thought of the myth, if the myth is true, that the dream might be a vision of my previous life, and since this is a nightmare, it must be how i died, and it's in a toilet...... so.... what was i in my previous life? After thinking for a while, i found my conclusion -- i must be a lizard! There are some other suggestion that i thought of like roach, flies, and spiders. But i don't like insects, so i don't think i'm those, but lizard. I like lizards, cuz when they're around the flies will be eaten. And i like climbing... i'd jumped off from first floor to ground floor before, never died, not even ingured...

So here's my conclusion, my previous life was a pathetic lizard that probably love to sneak around in girl's toilet and eventually got flushed down in a filthy bowl with... you know what...

oh, why girl's toilet you said? cuz i like girls! And i believe this is the same thing that never changed from the past till now! hmm.... doens't sounds right... =_=

erm................ yet again.... that was pathetic.... But if that was true, then i MUST do something in this life that's totally opposite to that! WILSON'S GONNA BE GREAT! CALL ME, WILSON 'ZA GREAT! wohahahahahaha!

man i love this emoticon...

Still i hope the dream means nothing... bah.... don't care lah! IT'S JUST A DREAM!

Investment

i just went back to college yesterday, not that i wanted to, but i have to get back my results! i pass of course, not with a VEEERY good results, but i'm satisfied with it! A 3rd class with honours degree, no complaints and no regrets! Oh well, now i can start looking for jobs, i guess that marks the end of my honey moon either. But what job should i look for? hmm.... i want something with ok earning and short working hour! The short working hour is my main concern, i don't give a damn about O.T, i just wanna go there, work, time up and i'm off! i'm just wondering if i'd ever get this kind of job?

oh well, job hunt aside, one of my friend talked to me about investment the other day, she said (yeah it's a she! wow! -_-) that young people like us should start investing on something for future security. So i asked her, what should i invest on? She doesn't know what to suggest and said she'll let me know more when she learnt more. But i do know a few investments out there that people usually go for: stock market, side business, real estate, insurance, vehicles, etc. Depends on what kind of investment you're looking for, there are many types of insurance out there you can find. For an instance, you have a business of your own, but you plan to build up your market, so either you invest on another shop lot and open a branch stall for your business, or you invest on more vehicles and man power to help running your business and cover more areas. When all these can be considered as normal investments, your friendly buddy here (that's me! ^^) suggests a new investment! Somthing new, something creative and brilliant and worth your time and money!

What's this brilliant idea we're talking about you asked? We're talking about investments on GIRLS! yeah! you heard me! But not just normal girls! I'm talking about.... little girls! Ngiek-he-he! But don't mistaken me as a pedophile for i am a perfectly normal person who love girls with beautiful faces, smooth skin, a pair of lovely boobs, tight waist, sexy leg, and cute ass.... okay..... i think i've given too much information.... the bottom line is, i am a perfectly normal guy in terms of both physically and psycologically! But why am i talking about investing on little girls? what does that means? It means, be friend with little girls, those who're still in primary or secondary school girls. Be friend with them, a good friend, to them, you're someone they can count on, like their big brother, their teacher, yet you're neither to them, you're just -- their Friend! Once you do that, you can start a big plan already!

Start influencing them, telling and teaching them that they should safe money, that shopping is bad, having just one pair of shoes is enough, one bag is enough, that they don't have to keep on buying and buying. Brainwash them! Then further influence them, tell them the importance of healthy diets, exercises, keeping fit and admirable body. Then you can educate them, that they must listen to their husband after they're married, that when her husband say yes, she shall never say no, that she must fulfill her husband desire, but of course to make it less obvious, you must teach her how to defend herself if her husband is a bad one and so on. Like this, you invest on several girls, remember that you don't have to aim on one girl only! invest on several, and always keep in mind that you're just their big brother, influence and educate them till they grow up. This will avoid you from being too obvious and too aggressive to them! But you have to be careful for not being too brother-like as well! cuz if they're just seeing you as their brother, then you just failed in your investment! It is a long investment, and a one shot investment! You won't have that much time to work this kind of master plan! So search carefully, pick your target and invest carefully, and by the time they're 20, you move in for the harvest! MUAHAHAHAHAA! BY THAT TIME YOU'D BE INFLUENCING THEM SO MUCH THAT THEY'LL BE THE IDEAL WIVES THAT EVERY MEN IN THIS WORLD ARE LOOKING FOR!

Still don't get the big picture? You see, let's say you start knowing this girl by the age of 12, after investing for 8 years, they're pretty much being brainwashed by you already! almost half of their life is being "educated" by you! So by the time you take your action to a further level, they'll be pretty much of how you'd want them to be! Someone nice and caring and... don't like shopping and is satisfied by having just a paper bag as their hand-bag and...... okay i'm wondering why my head feel so hurt out of a sudden? ouch ouch ouch! It feels like someone's been knocking on my head! Oh i'm gonna sneeze............................ i have a bad feeling.... i think someone's cursing me right now...... better stop typing! That's all for today, ta!

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alright, i'm hereby to apologize if this post is being too offensive. i was bored and was thinking of some jokes to tell my friends and crazy things pop up sometimes! i really just making this up as a joke and mean no offense to the girls! if you think this is too rude to be posted up here just let me know and i shall delete it in no time! Of course, we love the ladies as who they are and how they act. Though there are times their attitude really doesn't please people, but we should always learn and remember to look at the good side of them, the happy memont we spent with them. Looking at the bright side instead of the dark. According to Buddha's teaching: "how you look at people reflects the image of your true self, and how people look at you", if you only see people as trash then you yourself are not much diffent from a garbage either; if you see people as good, this reflects your positive thinking nature, and life is always easier that way! hmm... going off topic already...

Anyway, i hope that anyone who read this post can read it with open mind and have a good laugh along the way, but if it is too offensive, i sincerely apologize and do let me know if you feel that way!

And no, please don't try this "brilliant idea" in real life, you'd either become a bachelor for your entire life, or you'd get caught by policemen for trying something immoral or inhuman on a 12 year old girl. Or in worst case scenario, you'll get killed by the girl's father! If i'm the father, yes that's what i'll do! SO DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME! or IN REAL LIFE! or IN LIFE! EVER!

A gift for Pn Chan

well, i've planned to write this post for some time ady, but always get carried away by something else, and now look at this, it's already 3 weeks after Pn Chan retirement, now only i post... grrr.... ~_~

I've been quite busy for the past few weeks, taking playing games and hanging out with friends aside, i've been busy in making my preparation for a comic drawing competition, and before that i was busying on making a gift for Pn Chan's retirement. The early plan was to draw a comic, then after being inspired by Nicholas, i changed the plan to making a slide-show-cum-animation movie... but then i realize that i was freaking running out of time and helpers, so it eventually changed into a slide-show only... heh... so it's nothing much... but it took me A LOT of time to make the slide show, it's a 5 minutes show describing a student's memory of Pn Chan. The student in this show doesn't exist though, it's just a fictional character designed by myself, but the story was base on real experiences, which i collected it from friends.

The reason i do this slide show? well... i just finished my final year, a free bird, now ready to venture into my art career, but all these years of struggles in a subject that has no relation with art AT ALL dulls my artwork a little. I can draw, but i can't maintain the standard on every piece of drawings, so what i need now is experience, and this will be a good chance for me to practice, to demonstrate to the students of my old school (i was told that they will show it to the students lah...), and also to show my appreciation for my old school's HM. And it gives me something to do y'know, so till i found a job, i will not waste my time doing nothing but sleep, play game, eat, shit, sleep again... then repeat...

But the sad thing is that i wasn't able to get it done in time though... so i missed out the chance to show the work infront of everyone... oh well... maybe it's for a good reason, so that i wouldn't be too proud of myself and people won't think like, "cheh, show off!" So i ended up just compiling my work into a CD and present to Pn Chan as a gift on her retirement day. And talk about Pn Chan's retirement... it is the most glorious retirement ever! Have you ever heard of anyone having a retirement celebration for one whole week? yeah! Our HM is the first one in the history, from 26 of June 2007, celebrating all the way till her official retirement day, that is 29 of June! And to make things more glamourous, she get the chance to depart by helicopter! It's damn cool man i tell you!

The first day was a party at SMKBU itself, gathering all the HMs from our neighbouring schools, basically it's all the schools in BU area lah. Then the second day, 27 June 2007, wednesday, was a dinner organized in KDU hall. I didn't attend this two event lah, the first one got nothing to do with small flies like me, and the second event, well, i was busy on my slideshow that time so, no, i didn't attend. The the third day, 28 June 2007, thursday, was a gathering for all the former students of SMKBU! It's really cool y'know, a lot of people turns up, and it is like a gathering party for the friends as well! There are some performances that night, Pn Lily Juliani sang Getaran Jiwa, a remix version with mixture of chinese musical instruments, then there are other performances as well! There's one performance prepared in the last minute, the x-SMKBU Choir team performance lead by Melissa Ng and Eek Ping! They didn't do much practices and rehersals, and you can see Melissa is getting panic trying to gather up all the former Choir members, Eek Ping got his music notes cut out wrongly, and the team got an unexpected volunteer from Ai Xuan's younger brother, Hock Leong. It was a funny scene to see! But it ended up very well! Many people join in, the singing is loud and wonderful, the music play is beautiful, and everyone in the hall is singing along with the choir team, it's a real success! Then the last day, Pn Chan's official retirement day, the teachers had arranged a helicopter to pick up Pn Chan at the end of the event! The entire situation was out of control the moment the chopper arrived. Everyone's like never seen a helicopter before (well... of course they've never seen it before... so up close that is!), and the students, including the teachers (:P) rushed towards the field where the chopper touched down, everyone gone wild! Even the teachers also walked closer to the chopper, trying to get a closer view for their camera! The teacher who's organizing the event, that fella is the poorest thing, he was pleading there, "toloooong lah para pelajar, jangan terburu-buru, cikgu-cikgu sekalian tolooong lah jaga situasi..." Then finally, Pn Chan got her glamourous departure by the helicopter after receiving the gifts from all the students and after being interviewed by some reporters.

The event is not suggested by Pn Chan of course, it was prepared by the teachers and the students of SMK Bandar Utama. She's a really good HM i must say, so kind and hardworking, believe it or not, our SMKBU that was once known as the worst school in the region has now turn into the most discipline shcool in BU leh! Things were never the same as before. Nowadays you'll see the students actually line up in the canteen when buying food! And they sit down quitely... well... they talk lah of course, but it is waaaay peaceful than last time! 5 years ago you'll see the students jam up in the row fighting for food, like the monkeys set loose from its cage. Sometimes you'll see some flying objects flying through the canteen, and when that happens, it means you should leave that place, unless you want to join in a fight as well! The flying objects are varied, sometimes it's a plate and spoons and forks, and sometimes it's a rubish bin's cap if it is not the rubbish bin itself! then of course, if you're tossing the plates around, the foods naturally fly around in the mid air either! Recess was a warzone in the past, it is chaotic, and anyone sane would want to avoid going there most of the time, unless they're being forced to go, such as the prefects...

But now everything has changed, not only that the students discipline had improved, but the school's environment itself had improved as well! The colour had changed, the facilities had improved, now SMKBU has a gym room leh! Don't play a fool! And they have an art gallery as well, the science lab is now properly equiped, and the Bio students get to slice frog right now! (gee... i always wanted to slice some frogs... -_-) And the whole school is just.... hmm... how should i put it? The school is filled with information, it has been improved into an ideal study environment! it makes all the first batch students (that's us) wished we're borned one or two years later so that we get the chance to enjoy the facilities provided in the school! But no one can change the fact isn't it? We already left the school right now, and without realizing it, we'd left that place for five years now! everyone is walking their separate path, some working already some still studying. Some in UK, some in Australia, some in Singapore, some in US... some paths will cross again, some... we shall never hear from them anymore... this is life y'know, everything that have a beginning will come to an end. And it is not the end that is important, it's what we do in the process of coming to the end that counts, it is the friendships that we made in the process that makes life wonderful........................................................................................................................... i guess i better stop now... suddenly getting all sentimental... -_-

alright, this is all for today. I'm including the slideshow i made into this post, i wanted to put it on Youtube but erm... it's taking me forever to upload it... so i upload the show in my photobucket account, i also include the site so that you can get a better view of the slide show by visiting the webpage, and ah, that's all for now! Cioz!
The link:
http://s171.photobucket.com/albums/u319/wilstheone/?action=view&current=flashofthememories-1.flv