Wednesday, July 18, 2007

A gift for Pn Chan








well, i've planned to write this post for some time ady, but always get carried away by something else, and now look at this, it's already 3 weeks after Pn Chan retirement, now only i post... grrr.... ~_~

I've been quite busy for the past few weeks, taking playing games and hanging out with friends aside, i've been busy in making my preparation for a comic drawing competition, and before that i was busying on making a gift for Pn Chan's retirement. The early plan was to draw a comic, then after being inspired by Nicholas, i changed the plan to making a slide-show-cum-animation movie... but then i realize that i was freaking running out of time and helpers, so it eventually changed into a slide-show only... heh... so it's nothing much... but it took me A LOT of time to make the slide show, it's a 5 minutes show describing a student's memory of Pn Chan. The student in this show doesn't exist though, it's just a fictional character designed by myself, but
the story was base on real experiences, which i collected it from friends.

The reason i do this slide show? well... i just finished my final year, a free bird, now ready to venture into my art career, but all these years of struggles in a subject that has no relation with art AT ALL dulls my artwork a little. I can draw, but i can't maintain the standard on every piece of drawings, so what i need now is experience, and this will be a good chance for me to practice, to demonstrate to the students of my old school (i was told that they will show it to the students lah...), and also to show my appreciation for my old school's HM. And it gives me something to do y'know, so till i found a job, i will not waste my time doing nothing but sleep, play game, eat, shit, sleep again... then repeat...

But the sad thing is that i wasn't able to get it done in time though... so i missed out the chance to show the work infront of everyone... oh well... maybe it's for a good reason, so that i wouldn't be too proud of myself and people won't think like, "cheh, show off!" So i ended up just compiling my work into a CD and present to Pn Chan as a gift on her retirement day. And talk about Pn Chan's retirement... it is the most glorious retirement ever! Have you ever heard of anyone having a retirement celebration for one whole week? yeah! Our HM is the first one in the history, from 26 of June 2007, celebrating all the way till her official retirement day, that is 29 of June! And to make things more glamourous, she get the chance to depart by helicopter! It's damn cool man i tell you!

The first day was a party at SMKBU itself, gathering all the HMs from our neighbouring schools, basically it's all the schools in BU area lah. Then the second day, 27 June 2007, wednesday, was a dinner organized in KDU hall. I didn't attend this two event lah, the first one got nothing to do
with small flies like me, and the second event, well, i was busy on my slideshow that time so, no, i didn't attend. The the third day, 28 June 2007, thursday, was a gathering for all the former students of SMKBU! It's really cool y'know, a lot of people turns up, and it is like a gathering party for the friends as well! There are some performances that night, Pn Lily Juliani sang Getaran Jiwa, a remix version with mixture of chinese musical instruments, then there are other performances as well! There's one performance prepared in the last minute, the x-SMKBU Choir team performance lead by Melissa Ng and Eek Ping! They didn't do much practices and rehersals, and you can see Melissa is getting panic trying to gather up all the former Choir members, Eek Ping got his music notes cut out wrongly, and the team got an unexpected volunteer from Ai Xuan's younger brother, Hock Leong. It was a funny scene to see! But it ended up very well! Many people join in, the singing is loud and wonderful, the music play is beautiful, and everyone in the hall is singing along with the choir team, it's a real success! Then the last day, Pn Chan's official retirement day, the teachers had arranged a helicopter to pick up Pn Chan at the end of the event! The entire situation was out of control the moment the chopper arrived. Everyone's like never seen a helicopter before (well... of course they've never seen it before... so up close that is!), and the students, including the teachers (:P) rushed towards the field where the chopper touched down, everyone gone wild! Even the teachers also walked closer to the chopper, trying to get a closer view for their camera! The teacher who's organizing the event, that fella is the poorest thing, he was pleading there, "toloooong lah para pelajar, jangan terburu-buru, cikgu-cikgu sekalian tolooong lah jaga situasi..." Then finally, Pn Chan got her glamourous departure by the helicopter after receiving the gifts from all the students and after being interviewed by some reporters.

The event is not suggested by Pn Chan of course, it was prepared by the teachers and the students of SMK Bandar Utama. She's a really good HM i must say, so kind and hardworking, believe it or not, our SMKBU that was once known as the worst school in the region has now turn into the most discipline shcool in BU leh! Things were never the same as before. Nowadays you'll see the students actually line up in the canteen when buying food! And they sit down quitely... well... they talk lah of course, but it is waaaay peaceful than last time! 5 years ago you'll see the students jam up in the row fighting for food, like the monkeys set loose from its cage. Sometimes you'll see some flying objects flying through the canteen, and when that happens, it means you should leave that place, unless you want to join in a fight as well! The flying objects are varied, sometimes it's a plate and spoons and forks, and sometimes it's a rubish bin's cap if it is not the rubbish bin itself! then of course, if you're tossing the plates around, the foods naturally fly around in the mid air either! Recess was a warzone in the past, it is chaotic, and anyone sane would want to avoid going there most of the time, unless they're being forced to go, such as the prefects...

But now everything has changed, not only that the students discipline had improved, but the school's environment itself had improved as well! The colour had changed, the facilities had improved, now SMKBU has a gym room leh! Don't play a fool! And they have an art gallery as well, the science lab is now properly equiped, and the Bio students get to slice frog right now! (gee... i always wanted to slice some frogs... -_-) And the whole school is just.... hmm... how should i put it? The school is filled with information, it has been improved into an ideal study environment! it makes all the first batch students (that's us) wished we're borned one or two years later so that we get the chance to enjoy the facilities provided in the school! But no one can change the fact isn't it? We already left the school right now, and without realizing it, we'd left that place for five years now! everyone is walking their separate path, some working already some still studying. Some in UK, some in Australia, some in Singapore, some in US... some paths will cross again, some... we shall never hear from them anymore... this is life y'know, everything that have a beginning will come to an end. And it is not the end that is important, it's what we do in the process of coming to the end that counts, it is the friendships that we made in the process that makes life wonderful........................................................................................................................... i guess i better stop now... suddenly getting all sentimental... -_-

alright, this is all for today. I'm including the slideshow i made into this post, i wanted to put it on Youtube but erm... it's taking me forever to upload it... so i upload the show in my photobucket account, i also include the site so that you can get a better view of the slide show by visiting the webpage, and ah, that's all for now! Cioz!
The link:
http://s171.photobucket.com/albums/u319/wilstheone/?action=view&current=flashofthememories-1.flv


Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Cheers 2007

damn man! i couldn't online for almost a week! stupid line down! but putting that aside, i'm glad that i got my line back now!

well, i went to watch cheerleading competition again this year, on 24 June 2007. This year's performances are awesome y'know! Everyone had improved so much! Their cheers are so mature, and the stuns, just simply amazing! and the best thing is, there's a cheer performance by a group called Charm, this team is superb i tell you! Breath catching stuns, amazing acrobatic performance, good dance, good cheers, and never forget, Great Lookin' chics man! XD
but seriously, the team is very well balance in term of the participant of the male and female performers, all with well trained body (if you know what i mean ^^)! And no matter they're boys or girls, they all matched up to their name, Charm! This team is not a competing team by the way, cuz if they are, then we all know who're the winners without looking at the others.... it's sooo obvious, they're Good! But instead, this is a performance team, and they picked up their members from the best of all the schools, and the name Charm erm... i'm not sure what it stands for... Charity... dunno what what what.... hehehe


So this is the good thing, i went to watch the cheers with my brother, and the bad thing is, near the end of the show, some IDIOTs buat kecoh at the back of the stadium! And the worse thing is, the person who buat kecoh, is my brother's friend! well, not a close friend, he just know this person exist and talk to him once, but then his other friend, Jackson, called my brother, making it sounds like a big matter lah, say this idiot kena wallap and ask my brother to check out the situation before he arrived. So my brother did as he asked, went to check out the situation, and me, yeah though people say someone as big size as my brother wouldn't need anyone to back him up, but i'm still worried y'know, he's my brother! so i went with him, and boy there were so many people there man! All doesn't look like a friendly type... then Jackson arrived, tried to solve the matter... then the asshole who started the fuss start calling up more and more people, like he's starting out a fight! But guess what they found out in the end? It's a very stupid story so bare with me...

The guy who started the matter, let's call him A.H (Ass Hole), is aftering a girl let's called her M.M (Mui Mui or in english, little girl), M.M don't like A.H, but A.H doesn't know how to give up, keep aftering her, asking her to break up with her boyfriend and so on. Well... M.M is ok looking i'd say, but too young, waaay too young, she's a secondary school kid from Sri KDU, what d'you expect?! And the worse thing is, A.H... is one year older than me! Well, i may be joking around all the time saying "let's 'invest' on little girls" but i was joking all the time ok, but this guy... he's dead serious! But that's not the most stupid thing, let's get back to the story. M.M don't like A.H, A.H doesn't want to give up, so they ended up quarelling (god -_-), and M.M got so pissed off that she threw her shoes at A.H! A.H got pissed, and start pushing M.M around (yeah, i know, that guy's an idiot), so the girl got scared lah, and M.M's friend, a guy friend, not boyfriend though, start calling for help, asking a malay guy to help out. Let's call this guy S.M (Stupid Monkey). I think S.M making up stories say A.H is bullying M.M or something lah, so the malay guy came in and pushed A.H away. And i think the malay guy pushed him quite hard lah, i mean, what you'd do if someone tell you that a guy is trying to hit a girl? For me i'll pushed him away hard also lah, if not hurting him badly... so A.H got scared... and started crying.... read carefully now, A BLOODY 23 YEAR OLD IDIOT CRYING LIKE A BABY AFTER BEING PUSHED AWAY BY THE OTHERS! and i really mean that he cried like a baby you know! sniffing and crying, and start calling all his kaki to back him up, and the excuse he made, "i was being hit by a bunch of malay guys..." This is a sensitive issue you know! and when he said that, EVERYONE CAME! looking for a fight that is! so he waited, my brother came, and soon Jackson came, and all the A.H's kaki came. Everyone thought this is something serious, everyone thought A.H is really being bullied by some malay guy...

this is when the monkey show begins, the malay guy noticed that this is all a misunderstanding, trying to make peace with A.H, but hey, now A.H got all the back ups ady wei, his uncle, his kaki, everyone, and this A.H suddenly y'know, turn into a fierce tiger! yelling like a gangster boss like that, say, "i don't want to make peace, i don't care! today i'm gonna wallap this guy!"................... waaah... i was saying, damn pathetic wei! He got no guts at all! After living in this world for 23 years he can't even settle his own problem by himself! But it's alright y'know, we all know that idiot exists in this world! But this fella, he cried like a pussy at first, begging for help, and when his helps arrived, he starts barking like a stupid dog! Like he's the alpha male or something! But luckily things didn't turn out bad man, soon everyone knows that this is just a small misunderstanding and decided not to make things worse and just let it go.

The most pitty person would be Jackson, he was planning to enjoy himself for the whole day after finishing his exam, but ended up coming all the way to Bukit Jalil just to solve this matter! And that's not all y'know! Before this i mentioned there were alot of people involved in the commotion right? I noticed some of the guys dress up like hongky gangster like that, standing there, doesn't look friendly at all. So i kept my eyes on them and asked my brother to be careful. And i also noticed the malay guy is not alone as well. I stayed calm and alert, ready to strike at any suspecious movements, then this hongky gangster guy suddenly called out to Jackson, "hey, are you flamming at us?" "no, but aren't you guys M.M's friend?" Jackson asked. "No wei! hey, we're not involved wan wei! We're just spectators! don't get us involve wei!" .................. then this malay guy approached Jackson, "hey, chill lah, ok, sudah takde apa-apa ya! Boleh ambil gambar tak?" and he was smilling at Jackson asking to take pictures.... Jackson, that poor kid who's suppose to be the centre person for this matter, kena bom so much that he lie straight on the floor, laughing at himself as why is he got involve in this matter...

So this is a lesson i learnt from that occasion, never get yourself involve in this kinda stuffs, it's so stupid and so pathetic that you'd never want to be related to any of it... luckily i watched all the cheer performances on that day, and that they didn't really start out a fight. The next time anyone asked my brother to settle this kind of problem, i'm gonna pull him away and leave those idiots to settle it themselves! God! These people, GET A LIFE MAN!

Friday, June 15, 2007

Dream Life

i'm living in a life that's free from stress, from worries, and from engineer...... hahahaa! ^^

i'm now living in a life that i always dreamed of, a life as an artist! too bad i'm not making money with my artwork right now, but you just wait! One day, i'll live in this dream, where i earn my living by doing the things that i like to do the most, and still enjoy my life! But until then, i still have to work hard! And right now, i need to DRAW HARD!


Okay, maybe i'm obsessed in drawing, blah blah blah, but how could you expect me to give this up man? I'VE BEEN DRAWING SINCE THE MOMENT I LEARNT HOW TO HOLD A PENCIL! This is one thing that i'll NEVER GIVE UP! But then all these years of lack of practice makes my artwork looks like crap! I can draw, yes; i got loads of skills and techniques, yes; but somehow all these skills are not working properly... when i'm trying to put all my skills together, it just somehow... cannot merge... and the drawing just... doesn't seems right... how do i put this? mmm.... it's like i can't maintain the same standard on every pictures i draw! Lack of practice man... but i'm not worried! I'm now living in a world where i draw all i like, and nobody, nothing bothers me! I should be able to raise my standard in a very short amount of time! (if i'm lucky enough that is! ^^)

But this month is still a little busy for me, Pn Chan's retiring and i'm preparing a slide show on her retirement day, so i've been drawing whole day for that. And the stupid Comic Competition, which i thought the authorities had canceled it this year, is still on! but i must submit my work before 30 June.... baaaah... don't care lah. I'll see if i'm able to draw one before the due date... if not... oh well... too bad for me then...


right now i'm not planning to work yet. I'd finally got my freedom, why should i get back to hell so soon? Besides, i need to properly plan out my future, and bring my dream to reality man! ............ just that... after i planned out everything, i forgot to put in a slot of when i should get a girlfriend.... -_- right till now... it's still zero leads... tak ada pompuan, tak tau where to find pompuan.... somebody... introduce me some girls please... *sniff...

Monday, June 11, 2007

The Last Stand - Part 4

hahahaha! Now i'm really done! no more exams, no more tests, no more viva... AH-HA-HA-HA! This is what i call freedom man! Now there's another 2 more months to convo, and the results dunno when will come out, but i don't think it'll be soon! Some people start looking for jobs right after this, but me, i prefer giving myself some time to relax man. I mean, after 4 damned years i'm finally through with this man! Why rush to work and head back to hell so fast? i just spreaded my wings, let me fly a little longer!

The vivas, they were ok. Mr Chio one's a little **** up though... Kok Hoe did some mistakes in writing the report, my portions look too simple and the worst thing is, Eric didn't do anything... and get caught by Mr Chio! Man.... that day was a nightmare man.... it was the first time i see Mr Chio look so scary... he was still smiling y'know, but something in my heart just keep telling me that it's bad, it's bad... i'm dead! I don't think i'll be afffected much by this, since i did my job and answered what he asked me, but i can't tell for Eric. I wonder how is he now... never see him ever since that day... The last test on Friday was really bad lah... hahaha! ^^ i got myself ill the day before the exam, i think it's food poisoning lah... so ended up really sick and didn't study anything AT ALL! So it's only natural that i can't understand anything in the paper... i did tried my best to squize out whatever that i have in my brain, and left the hall one hour before it ends... (the test was two hours duration lah)... hehehe... but luckily this one only contributes 1% of my finals... so it doesn't really matters lah.... hopefully... -_-

the Project Viva was ok either, the demo's a little yucky since we weren't able to combine our circuit, so it's only natural that we got shot by the accessor. But overall i'd say i did well in the demo. I show them clearly what i did, they understand what i said, i runned my simulation infront of them and it works, i answered every questions swiftly, so yeah, i think i nailed it! They asked me to correct some minor portions of my thesis though, but you know what is their comment? You wrote a good thesis. Hehe! what else you want?

So! i'm through, i'm done! I'm really a free man right now! Celebrated with sushi again! hahaha! too long never eat ady, got choked up by the wasabi! Damn Syok wei!
Now let's turn my study table into an art table! just like the one i always want it to be...................


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Tuesday, June 5, 2007

The Last Stand - Part 3

Finally, it's over... the exam... i no longer have to sit for major examinations such as this one. 4th June 2007, time 1900 marks the moment i end my miserable life as an exam taker! I no longer need to worry about marks, about passing or failing. Today's paper is suppose to be the easiest amongst all, but the stupid examiner changed the format (damn the formats!) and came out with a stupid diagram asking me to analyse it. I know how to do it, just that due to the sudden shock and confusion of facing something new, i got stunned for a while, and damn! Not enough time in the end! Damn shitty wei! i was expecting to score a pretty high mark for this paper, now it's cut down to half! But does it matter? No... it doesn't matter anymore, it's all over! i no longer need to stay up late to study, i no longer need to do tons of pass year's papers, i no longer need to worry about that anymore... no longer... aaaah... freedom! Feels so good!

i don't think i'm in such a bad situation that i'll fail my course, it's impossible! But i probably won't be able to achieve my target, probably will be getting a 3rd class only... but that's no big deal man! people got diploma cert still be able to find a good job! So maybe i'll get this kind of luck too! And i shall leave that to my future, let's not bother about that for the moment. Now, is the moment of rejoyce! A moment of relieve, and release from 4 damn years of mental torture! Some people say though, that working environment is much tougher, blah blah blah... bah my fart lah! Nothing is tougher that being forced to do something that you REALLY don't like WITHOUT getting any pay back! At least working, "hey i got pay! and my stomach is full!" ....
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now what's left is some Viva Voce and a phase test. Viva Voce is an interview with the lecturers, discussing about your past works, whether you understand what you're doing or you're just copying... additional marks are scored from there y'know! that's what i heard of course. I'm not really sure how to pronounce the two words though, i pronounce it as "vai-va vose", some people called it "vee-va vose", my lecturer pronounce it as " vai-va vo-say"... which i don't think it's correct... but who cares?... as long as i'm referring to the same thing and everyone understand what i say then it's fine!

So, today i'm having my viva, 3 interviews in a row! Syok leh! Kok Hoe made this arrangement himself, and i say it's good also lah... no point to pro-long the troubles, just get it through in one shot, then tomorrow (wednesday) i'll be having my project viva, then friday my phase test, then it's all over! hahaha! Mom asked me to continue my studies to master degree... but i see no point doing that... i'll most probably ended up jumping off from KL Tower! hehehe! So no, no master degree in engineering, please! I'M THROUGH WITH IT! AND BY THIS FRIDAY I'LL BE FREE FROM ALL THESE... HELLISH TORTURE! HAHAHAHAA! YAY! IT'S ALL OVER!

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... the sky seems so beautiful today! i'd never realize that the world is so pretty! -_-

... to be continued