enough with the damn project!

i woke up, 6 am in the morning, try to get myself back to sleep... and apparently i did... but somehow i'm feeling a little uneasy down in my heart... nightmares popped out the moment i closed my eyes, yes, a ghost was chasing after me, it was talking to me, mumbelling and making a lot of discusting noise! i was scared, and couldn't hear what he was saying. Until i notice that the thing was just talking there, i tried to listen, it was speaking english, and i tried to focus harder... it was asking me question regarding my project! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH! i woke up...... nah... it wasn't that bad, but i did had a nightmare about the NTU representative marking my final year project as i was demonstrating my work. Yeah, i'm having demonstration today, and i'd been running mind-simulation for the whole night about how should i present my work... so the nightmare kicks in naturally... but i did had one round of diarrhea this morning... it happens everytime i had event such as examination or presentation... so you can call it a routine actually!

i reached college at 9am and begin to prepare my materials, then wait... one hour had passed, two hours, then without realizing it, the whole morning was over... AND THE BLOODY ANG MO (means white people) STILL WASN'T THERE YET! well... he was upstairs, checking on other projects... so i got bored (duh, try sitting on your chair without doing anything for 3 hours)... until i heard some of them talking about the questions that the Ang Mo had asked so far... it's a stupid question, "what is the motive or drive that encourage you to do this project?"...... so this is how i tought everyone to answer:

"imagine you're gambling, and you're waggering 50 F***ING THOUSAND DOLLARS! What are you gonna do then? isn't it obvious? YOU'VE GOTTA WIN MAN, CHEAT OR ROB OR WHATEVER, YOU'LL HAVE TO HOLD ON AND YOU'LL HAVE TO MAKE SURE YOU WIN, THERE'S NO LOSING IN THIS GAME! SO IT'S THE SAME THING HERE, WE'D PAID 50K FOR THIS STUPID COURSE AND IT SAYS WE NEED TO DO A PROJECT THAT CONSIST OF 25% OF OUR OVERALL MARKS, HA-HA-HA, VERY HAPPY! SO DO YOU NEED ANY OTHER F***ING REASONS TO DO YOUR GOD FORSAKEN PROJECT??!!! NO! DO YOU NEED ANY OTHER "DRIVE" TO ENCOURAGE YOU DOING THIS PROJECT?? DUDE, IT'S 25% MAN! NO, WE DON'T NEED ANY OTHER REASONS MORE THAN THAT! AS IF IT ISN'T ENOUGH!!! so hey, the assessor didn't know that we're so stressed up... YEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAH RIGHT! YOU CAN TAKE YOUR BLOODY INOCENCE AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS MAN! IF YOU'RE DONE WITH YOUR QUESTION THEN F*** OFF! I NEED SOME AIR IN HERE!"

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ya, as if anybody dare to say it... so eventually, it was us who took our tension and shoved it up our own ass... everyone comes out with their own "profesional" answer for the question, the Ang Mo's satisfied with the replies as we hold our tears at the back, thanking God that we'd finally make it through... but come back to think of it, it wasn't that bad lah... the Ang Mo has no idea what we're talking about at all, so we just keep yapping, show him the simulation, show him the results, and tell him if you're satisfied with it or not, and he'll be happy then he'll be gone, then you'll be happy too! actually for my team's project, we're suppose to combine our circuit and download it onto a hardware for final simulation, but since we ran out of time and didn't perform the final part... we just keep our mouth shut about that... we're not lying! we just simply fail to mention it out that's all... so in the end everything is fine, after waiting for 6 and a half hours, we're through!

yeap! it's time to move on to the next subject! Things just never end until you own life comes to an end... but until then, let's keep moving on man!