The Last Stand - Part 1

Finally it'd come to this, the finals. It started just two days ago, on the 23 of May 2007, Wednesday, time 1550. I can't say that i did well in this, it's defiinitely not, but i don't think i'll fail this as well... i guess... i... just don't feel like studying... probably due to the assignments due on Monday, 2 assignments were requested to be handed up two days before the finals... and i've... burnt out because of that. You can say that i'm responsible for not doing the assignments earlier, but dueing 2 days right before the exam is just too straining! Plus there's no study weeks! I rushed the assignments, almost forget about the exams... i'd prepared earlier, but it's just not good enough... i focused back on my studies right after my assignments due, but it's too late... i can no longer concentrate, i read the notes, i did the tutorials and the pass years', but everything just pass through my brain, never stayed there... i was tired, and fed up, and eventually i... really don't feel like reading anymore... cuz i know that no matter how much i try to struggle, it's too late... i can no longer catch up... and i'm too exhausted to move on... i guess... i should just... give up.....
NOT!!!

Ha! You think ONE paper is enough to bring me, WILSON THE GREAT, down? NEVAR! Yeah, it went pretty badly that day and there's no garuantee that i won't fail the paper, i'd even estimated that if i want to safely achieve my target of 2:1 class (that's 2nd upper class) i'll need to get particularly high scores for the next two papers, which is quite impossible espeacially for the 2nd paper, but does that mean i'll surrender and let go? NEVAR!!! The fire is still burning man, the heat is still on! It ain't over yet! As long as there's time, there's hope! As long as i'm still breathing, my heart's beating, the brain's functioning, and as long as my body's working, THEN IT'S NOT OVER YET!

I'll try! I'll fight! And nothing, NOTHING CAN STOP ME!
ROOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRR!!!!!!
(howl of terror...)

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... to be continued